Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Confession of a Confused Mind

Our generation fortunately or unfortunately is more confused than ever and more mysterious than ever.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

Bunch of Hypocrites?

Now let me not define the word and make this article a boring one. Let's see, who can figure this out? The Hippocratic Oath becomes Hypocritical the moment noble profession is taken as a profession of making money. Yes, if you were a Doctor you would understand well, and for those who are not, do google it. But one way or the other, whether a Doctor is paid more or less, in long run, we however see Hippocratic Oath becoming Hypocritical and the men, who should be the follower of Hippocrates himself, become Hypocrites.

Monday, November 21, 2011

The Betrayed Woman

"Go Fuck yourself!" She yelled at him in rage. She left that room slamming the door, with that noise of thud. That noise gave her goosebumps she had in five years. Everything was going down the drain, everything that she had just seemed shattering, she knew it! The irony of relationship: it is elastic in nature. One moment you are on top of world, the next, you been walked on by everybody, in fact, if there is any equivalence to this medium, I would compare the sands of Colosseum during Nero's reign, where every other chariot rod and the compliment was the very streams of blood of gladiators.

Thursday, November 10, 2011


Who is Happy and What is Happiness? 
Now this would be really easy to answer if you exactly knew how to define happiness. Is it just a mere showing of feeling of satisfaction or pleasure? Happiness has got more to that. Individuals have their own say about happiness because not everybody will be happy after punching some douche bags. 

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

I am very Much Tired

I am tired, I am tired of everything that is happening around. You see, I don't know at what point one feels like not to write anymore, I really don't know about that. But my time has come, and henceforth I don't want to write anymore. I don't want to write, I don't want to sketch and I really don't want to socialize. But I however will sketch for charity and even though I am always busy, I will try to manage time for that.

Friday, October 7, 2011

Motithang Days: E5 XI Science B

Motithang Days: E5

Class IX science B.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Trip To Haa

You see, yesterday morning, me and my friends planned for Trip to Haa. Now I didn't have anything to do with the visit. My friend, who is a Haap, Phub Tshering is an Architect. He is a fresh graduate from NIT Bhopal but an efficient Architect. His work however was to prepare a layout for Nya-chu Haa. Yes, it involves fishes, domestic ones though.

Monday, September 12, 2011

Sketch For Charity!

When I learnt sketching, I was often discouraged by my father. Painting was something I was not asked to do. But as time passed and he in fact started to like my work, he was one among the most encouraging man. I still remember the first set of water colours that was bought by mother for me. She so becomes the next encouraging person and most encouraging among the women.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

I as a citizen

Now lotey gave me this link. I however am writing it now. Anyways, I have attached a pdf file and a word file and mailed it to the bcmd. I don't know whether they will get it or not. But my actual judgement is not done by them, it is my friends who read my blog when they have plenty amount of leisure time. 

I as a citizen

If I had shackles in my feet, will that make me a good citizen? 
Most often when citizenship is involved, the term itself triggers a mode to right to rights to the minds of general public, albeit iota of notion towards serving the nation is thought. This leaves us with the notion towards citizenship that we can conclude by a conclusion: our notion towards citizenship is obscure and distorted.

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Things I don't Understand.

Not to offend anyone. Like it if you are confused too.

My idea about everything is becoming more vague, I don't know whether I am falling sleep or I am just awakening with the things around me, that I really don't understand.

Friday, September 2, 2011

Motithang Days: E 3

You see, there are only few of us, who would have this story, I NEARLY.... became the quiz participant, became the debater, stood first, lost my virginity and etc. Well in my case, I nearly got selected for Extempore speech, debate and quiz ever since I was a kid. Motithang didn't bring much glorious stories either, because when I didn't rule a house, I wasn't getting opportunity, and when I got one, I didn't want to take it, and when I had to take under compulsion because there were nobody to participate, I joined and screwed the shit out of my house.

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Doebum Lam Rotary

A year ago, it was around 8:00 am, when I dropped my sister to Motithang Higher Secondary School and smoked a cigarette and went to pick up Namgay at the Zangtopelri. While my way to Zangtopelri, I had to wait for 1 minute at the Swimming Pool Junction. Now the reason why I drove that way is still unclear to me. I however had to wait for one minute and just the drive from Jigchu Darkey Cake to Junction felt too long. 

It had already been three weeks of interning at the Urban Planning, Thimphu City Corporation. We were just reading the Christopher Charles Benninger's 'Thimphu Structural Plan' for past three weeks. 

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Consumer RIghts

Now when the GNHC came to NGOP 2011, I only had one question.

"As of 2009's statistics data, we are 6,97335, and our inflation according to Bhutan Today increased from 7% to 9% and even though Ministry of Economic Affairs re-educated stating that our inflation is 6.1%. So my question is, most of the graduates this year will write RCSC and those who get jobs, say general graduates are going to earn around 13000 to 15000 and technical graduates will be earning around 17000 to 20000 at the max. So this means an average Bhutanese Household can't even save one lakh, say 70,000 just to educate their kids. So don't you think that in long run, many civil servants will be frustrated? And this will be the downfall of GNH?"

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Politics Started

I have always heard about the inequality that is created by the politicians, and it is not our local leaders I am referring to. I am referring to the whole world leaders. Yes, politics is such that it fascinates me. And from this day on wards, I have made up my mind to write about Politics. Yes, I am a young inexperienced lad in this field, and my course isn't relevant to it. In fact my course is totally against it, or let's say, doesn't give a shit about Politics or Politicians. Because Engineers are always kept away from Politics and those who enter Politics, well, they have always done better than the normal Politicians.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Motithang Days: E2

Before I continue with my stories, I would like to tell you that whatever I write here, this is how I remember my high school days. And be it bad or good, I am putting it down, because if I tell you the stories that are of to my own interests and only boast my achievements, well, I am no good than a Narcissist douchbag. 

 Class IX

I put my head in the water basin and open the tap without looking at it.  March 10th 2003, washing your head under tap was a tough job with a mere feeling that your skull might just crack. For the remaining four years, this was my ritual to get ready for the school, of course followed by thirty minutes of fixing hair and eventually landing up with no other than the wall street broker's style. Douchbag as I see today. I still don't know why I always preferred cold water over warm. And later years, I would learn that my brother realized this since his Junior High, that I never had a sense for Hairstyle.

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Motithang Days: High School Days: E-1

This is not a story of heroic efforts or not about achieving accolades in my four years of stay in Motithang Higher Secondary School. This is the account of my days which transited me from a very shy guy to a person who can actually crack jokes in gatherings. This is the story about my platform and my friends’ platforms which today made us who we are. This is the story of first batch of Higher Secondary School kids. This is the story of ‘us’ while we were confused and didn’t actually know what the real taste of life really was.

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Saving the Planet

"We're so self-important. So self-important. Everybody's going to save something now. "Save the trees, save the bees, save the whales, save those snails." And the greatest arrogance of all: save the planet. What? Are these fucking people kidding me? Save the planet, we don't even know how to take care of ourselves yet. We haven't learned how to care for one another, we're gonna save the fucking planet?

George Carlin

Lately I have been a great fan of him even though he is cynical. People do things for their own benefits, if they hadn't, do you think that abstruse religion would be into existence? 

Today, the topic however is saving the planet. I like the notion, save the Planet, that slogan is cool but are our actions anything near to saving the Planet? No ! Get what I am trying to say? We want to save the planet but at the same time we want to own smart phones, have beautiful homes, have posh cars, branded clothes, drink mineral water in crowd to act like tourist, want more papers to write on, buy things that are neatly wrapped in plastic bags, take pics in KFCs and McDonalds, and every other bullshits and yet, before we turn off that CFL light, we say, save the planet and sleep as though the whole world didn't mean shit to us. 

We have only handful of guys amongst us who actually care for trees and actually plant them. Remaining all of us, we are burden to the planet. Let me again quote George Carlin, "The planet has been through a lot worse than us. Been through all kinds of things worse than us. Been through earthquakes, volcanoes, plate tectonics, continental drift, solar flares, sun spots, magnetic storms, the magnetic reversal of the poles...hundreds of thousands of years of bombardment by comets and asteroids and meteors, worlwide floods, tidal waves, worldwide fires, erosion, cosmic rays, recurring ice ages...And we think some plastic bags, and some aluminum cans are going to make a difference? The planet...the planet...the planet isn't going anywhere. WE ARE!

Monday, July 4, 2011

A letter to my mother

Dear Ama

It’s just that I realized that I never wrote a letter to you. It’s been a while that I am here at Samtse and at times, I miss you. Lately I been thinking about my childhood and even though, I am close to Appa now, my reminiscences of childhood fail to see his face in the bigger picture. It’s only after Junior High that I can remember Appa, perhaps during those days I was too scared with him.

Friday, June 24, 2011

The Site Stories:Part I

The Engineering Diaries.

Date: 18 June 2011

I had to catch a bus around 7:30 am early in the morning yesterday from Thimphu to Phuentsholing. Reason? I had to meet the site Engineer for Yalama Arts and Consultancy. Other reason for boarding so early was to meet my girl friend. But I could only spend around 4 hours with her and later on, I was paid advance with which, I bought a wireless keyboard and mouse, and not to forget a flash drive.

Anyways, today morning around 7:00 am, I had to come for Samtse. Samtse is not a big city and it is smaller than my college Campus, Yes, smaller that NIT Warangal. I will not say that Samtse is beautiful, because there are other cities that is much more beautiful than Samtse.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

So you think you can “Heaven”?

So you think you can “Heaven”?

Religion, however is abstruse for me and time and again, I find myself entangled with the abysmal thoughts, thoughts that seek or pretend to seek for answers.
Today every other religion promises you with heaven and hell provided that you follow their code of conducts. What is heaven and what is hell?
Till date, from the movies if we conclude, the dress code for heaven is pure white and hell is pure black. You thought I would flinch there and use pure for only heaven? Lol.

Friday, June 10, 2011

Living the Purposes

I was called upon by DYCS for three times, two times this year and once last year. Why? Well, to share my experiences of my College Days.

But how could I possibly abridge my four years of memories in four minutes? I told that, every time I took the podium. But who am I? I am no big over achiever to advise these kids, so, I tell them my experiences as short as I can. But what the heck is Experience? Too big word to narrate and describe my day to day life. I am no experienced guy. Well however, I went there.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Generally General?

This article is not based on my country and please note that I am a very patriotic person. I however write this article as my notion towards the world politics. 

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Few more Sketches completed in April and May 2011

These are my collections that I could photograph using my Friend's Mobile phone or Digital Camera. Rest of the sketches are still pending. But please do browse and well, I hope someday, I get time to sketch yours too, to whomsoever is browsing this page at the moment.
my little brother

Yesterday's Sketches:

Monday, April 11, 2011

Live for Today!

And this was another article, that too got selected in the year 2006.
Thanks to Madam PC again.

Past is gone, never knew how fast, but it is gone and you can't do anything about it. Well, the only thing we can do about it, is to think and lament or think and laugh. You think, be it good or bad, you just think. But what's there for you now? Nothing. Nothing that can come from there. One of my friends, said to me, "past is past" and yes it is true that past is gone. Thank God! I can have another beginning.

Making Somebody feel Special

This is an article which I wrote back when I was in class XI, a night before I was asked. Thanks to Madam PC, this article made into Motithang High School Magazine.

"The biggest disease today is not leprosy or tuberculosis but rather the feeling of being unwanted." Mother Teresa.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

'Racism' as I see it.

This is what I think, and most of it might not be applicable and I have put things as I see it. Good or bad, this is how I see racism as.
Before I jump into today’s article, I would like to pass a small comment to the racist people all around the world: Fug You!
With the F word used, let me begin my article.

Nobody can claim since when racism came into existence. The word might have come into circulation in 1930s when a German sexologist and homosexual activist Magnus Hirschfeld titled his book with this very term. Before that, race hatred was in circulation.

Racism is the belief that the genetic factors which constitute race, ethnicity, or nationality are a primary determinant of human traits and capacities and that ethnic differences produce an inherent superiority of a particular race. Racism's effects are called "racial discrimination." In the case of institutional racism, certain racial groups may be denied rights or benefits, or receive preferential treatment.

When I was in class nine, I read a book which had few works and stories of Abraham Lincoln.  In the year 1863 if I remember it well, he signed Emancipation Proclamation which freed the slaves of North of USA and the African American fought with the South of USA. Some say, that this was political resort to win the civil war and some cheer the generosity of Lincoln. But how on the first hand the buffalo soldiers landed up in America? Was it that all those people who captured these Africans shared the same insanity of Superior Complexity or was it the need for man power?

However, the African American people had reached US of A. And even though they were set free and won war for North, after 100 years, Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. gave a speech which was titled ‘I have a dream’. That was I believe given on the footsteps of Lincoln memorial and don’t ask me the date, I am too lazy to google it for you. Anyhow, this was the first time I read about African Americans.

TOday's Sketch

A gift for my father after my Graduation. His fav star

My good looking fren Passang

Friday, April 1, 2011

Few of Sketches again.

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My all time favourite sketch face. Sketched this lady for seven times, only twice I could sketch her properly. This is one among those two. I however am not satisfied, but since she says, she looks the same, I don't mind. 

Concreting for GNH

Gross National Happiness four pillars which every high school kid is suppose to know by this time. But even then, let me put them here:
1. sustainable development 
2. cultural integrity 
3. ecosystem conservation
4. good governance.

Out of these four, Civil Engineers can only work on two, sustainable development and ecosystem conservation. But in order to work on Ecosystem Conservation, Civil Engineers have to die out of hunger. But since Civil Engineers are always the bargainers, why not work on some of the ideas which would not kill Civil Engineers out of starvation and on the same hand the environment is less damaged.

I however feel that any construction is always a wound given to mother nature. And though many argue over Hydro Power being eco-friendly, I kind of feel that even it does disturb eco-system of that particular region. For example, when Itaipu dam was built, not only animals had to migrate, but humans too had to migrate. Even though rest of the world don't care much about nature, Bhutan somehow holds it's ground and plans to have its forest cover by 72% of the region. 

Design of Rotary for Royal Boluevard (Doebum Lam)

During the summer vacation after my third year, My Friend Namgay Dorjee and I planned to work together as interns. Our ideas were not to work, but to get into some office where we could sneak out most of the times and drink tea. Namgay, who is my best friend and a fellow Engineering student in NIT Bhopal, was going to be late for few weeks, and meanwhile, I didn't know where to join, so I went to Thimphu City Corporation to work under Urban Planning Division. Now, usually Urban Planning is not what one is taught when one's having Civil Engineering course. 

Before Namgay came, two of my juniors also had joined me in Urban Planning. Sonam Pelden and Dungchang Wangdi. When Namgay came, we were accompanied by Jigme Wangchuk from NIT Bhopal, who happens to be Dungchang closest friend. So there we were, reading "Thimphu Structure Plan 2002 to 2027" written by Christopher Charles Benninger. Though Mr. Charles and his work has caught eyes on forums of few media, Mr. Charles however have done more or less of everything. But, if one would ask my opinion on it? I would have selected our very own people to go for the Plans for they know the place better where they live than a mere visitor from outside. And this is just an opinion, not that my opinion would matter anywhere. So, there we were, five of us, not knowing what to do. Every morning I had to walk to office with Sonam Pelden but drop my sister first to MHSS, it was during these morning hours, I learnt about the junction near Swimming Pool. Once after dropping my sister to her school, let me be very honest, I was not after Rigsum girls or Kelki girls and had taken the long way to home. However, in that junction, I had to wait for around 15 minutes just to move towards Chhubha Chu Circle, not that we are always delayed but on that day, I believe some accident occurred and traffic policemen were there regulating the flow of vehicles. It was then, I realized what to work on during our summer internship. When Namgay arrived, we not only had sufficient man-power to work but we also had workable softwares to create 3D view and Plans of the rotary. Below I have presented a brief review out of it. 

“Architects and engineers are few lucky people for they build their monuments on public consent, on public approval and often using public money.” 

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Shuva Raj Neupane's Kaka's Ghaar

Couple of days back, My friend Shuva Raj Neupane asked me a favour. Shuva Raj is a bright student with CG of 8. He now will work for Reliance Power here in India. He is going to earn around 5 Lakhs per annum.

A week ago, Shuva Raj had to visit Kathmandu for one of his Uncles had passed away. While he returned from Nepal, he came with an assignment: to have DRAWINGS of his Kaka's Ghaar (Father's Brother's House.)

Now I am not even a first division student here in NIT Warangal, one of the top ten Engineering Colleges in India. And while I was asked this favour, it was some sort of honour for myself, and secondly I had to keep my friend's pride for his relatives had high hopes on him. So there we were, planning two storeyed house. But, as any Engineer would say, first we have to do the calculations on how much of steel to be used? How many steel rods to be bent? The precise shape? The loading of the building? The foundation, manpower required, the cost estimation etc. And tell you the fact, not a one day job. But, inspite of knowing these things, my friend smiled at me and told, he had told his uncle all these things and yet, his uncle didn't listen. You see in Kathmandu I guess, they build houses on the confidence of Contractors, which I presume is not a sound idea and not surly a sound idea to be put onto action. Anyways, our jobs were just to give the plans and Elevations for the building. So, it took me 12 hours to prepare these stuff that I have prepared here.

Monday, March 28, 2011

Your Own Fighter Plane With Your very Own Empty Cigarette Pack After Your Very Own Last Cigarette.

Ever since the verdict has been out, I guess not much people in Thimphu will be fortunate to attract ladies in social gatherings with this trick. However, this goes to those who are chain smokers and always find it hard to decompose your empty packets. My favourite is Glodflake-Kings. Cost Rs. 50/- here in India. 

This is not my original Idea and I learned it online. Some dude had done this. Hats off to him, that today you guys will learn something creative too. 

Things required:
1. Finish off your last stick
2. Get yourself a paper cutter. Sharp one
3. Get a pen which is circular. Cello Gipper is not going to work unless you use the refill tube. 

Saturday, March 12, 2011

3D Model of My hostel: International Students' Hall of Residence (ISH or DASA BLOCK)

I made a three dimensional model of my hostel. Below I have uploaded the pictures and I have given a link. You click on it, you will visit my model in 3D Warehouse. 3D warehouse is meant for uploading your models and you can download models of any famous structure.

Friday, March 4, 2011


Before, you carry on with your reading, I would like to inform you that, it is a very very long article and these are my opinions and since am no English Student, the lines will be rusty for those who are good in English.


I believe that everybody has some ideas in their minds that they would cherish and endorse.
An idea is something that nobody can take from you and once you start believing in it firmly, they become like engravings on rocks. Even if you want to change the way you think, it surely takes time just like rocks getting fragmented due to acid rain.
To definition, they have categorized a simple word idea to many types.
Let me share two here.
Adventitious and Innate.
Innate idea is the one which you are born with.
Adventitious idea is something that you learn through your experience.

The brain is a commodity used to fertilize ideas. ~Elbert Hubbard

The only defect with your mind is that it is a cloning base; for one forms his ideas from others and others can make you think what they want you to think which most often takes place without you knowing that the whole time you had been manipulated.

But, then again, I just can’t tell you that someone can manipulate you, because, whether to have an idea in your mind, depends upon you. Yes, people will offer their ideas, but it depends on oneself to whether or not to be influenced by others, cherish that idea and you know, endorse.

Friday, February 25, 2011

Dasa Hostel Video

 In this video, you will see how I have managed to create my hostel. I used GOOGLE SKETCHUP for preparing the model. As you can see, first there are only few points on top of the Aerial Photo. Well, this is because, the photo was first digitized in Autocad 2009. 

Then, the model was build on the photo. I chose to have points on it, because: 
1. for correct precision. 
2. for it is easier to make lines if you have points on it. 

The model wasn't rendered. Anyways, enjoy the video, and don't DOWNLOAD it without asking me.
Happy Watching. 

My sketches

I have thought of updating my blog. But time and again, I run short of topics or I just procrastinate my duties.

 My some time favourite, Gandhi. This sketch was made in one hour 10 minutes. Courtesy, Rs. 100. 
I tried to make a sketch of My favourite mentor. Madam PC Wangchuk

I made this for my fren, whom I call Bro. But sadly, this pic is no more with me as I gave it some exhibition held in my college. I never got to hear from them again.

 The actual Photograph for this sketch became my facebook profile picture for more than two years.

This was when I was thin. Very Thin. 

 This was free hand trial. Pilot pen of 0.5mm was used on it. 

This was supposed to look like SP. And in fact, it does when she just gets up early in the morning. :p

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Toilet Thoughts.

I was just wondering how cooking came to existence? Then again, I realised that humans survived the last Ice Age without having much of furs on body. So could it be just for temperature? Any how, cooking has evolved a lot now, and well, I admit, I live to eat and not eat to live now.
With fur in my mind, I just realized about animals. And well, since more than half of our species is racist, I was wondering, whether, a Monkey from one continent would ever hate another Monkey for not being from the same Continent? Same goes with cows, buffaloes, peacocks, snakes, elephants, etc. So, with this, can we come to a conclusion, that at least half of our species with gifts to think and make things get done are even more worse than the animals? It might provoke many.

This is just a mere thoughts that I got, while I was shitting. Anyways, I will write more provided I get to 'PASS MY STOOL' more often and well of all the things, I get TIME. Till then, Folks, do let me know, what you guys think about it.

Monday, February 14, 2011

Chauvinist - Feminist

A female once accused me of being Chauvinist, when I admitted her that, I don't want to know new females because these days, most of the girls of my age are not well-informed. Yes, I used the word Dumb.
She said, that is so Chauvinist!
Well, I think, I am not Chauvinist, and she thinking that I being Chauvinist, is nothing but she being Feminist!

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Equality - DO we really want it?

The idea of equality is that everybody enjoy the same status and treatment in spite of which race or sex one belongs to. Being treated equally is a beautiful idea. Imagine a world without religion: no crusaders and crusade. Imagine if nobody cared about the race: no feeling of inferiority, no discomfort where one goes, marriages possible and eventually we would all become one. Imagine no rich and no poor: nobody would have stress and tension. Imagine both sexes being treated equally: no women would have to be housewife under compulsion and women in few Arab counries getting full education. No woman would be deprived of their rights and undergo circumcision. But the saddest fact is, people are not ‘Equality’ orientated.

The first preference of a human is food in belly. And had one just be content with this one preference, we would have a better world today.

But, we are not equal in anyway. We are different. The whole world just want to divide themselves. Rich and poor, upper class and lower class, superior and inferior race, men and women, black, brown and white, etc. History tells us a lot of men who came and fought for equality and died for what they vouched for. But do we really want the Equality? We are human beings and we have great ability to understand things in a very profound way comparing to other species. And yet, centuries have come and gone – men fight for equality. Are we that of dumb that we never understood or are we just trying hard not to understand? The answer is – NO! NO! We don’t want the equality. We want to be better than others. We want to be rich, belong to superior race or talk bull shit in order to make our race superior. In the race of proving oneself, people just forget that had we had equality on first place, we won’t have had any of the problems. Usually people quote quotations and write. Let me do something different here. Let me write the quotes and I will elaborate on those quotes that I might like. Why do I do it this way? I don’t want to follow the normal pattern that every Tom, Dick and Harry follow. I want many readers to read it and appreciate me. I too want to prove myself. Here are the quotations:

There are no ‘white’ and ‘coloured’ signs on the foxholes or graveyards of battle.
John F. Kennedy 1917-1963
Message to Congress on Proposed Civil Rights Bill, 19 June 1963

The ultimate human mystery may not be anything more than the claims on us of clan and race, which may yet turn out to have the power, because they defy the rational mind, to kill the world.
Arthur Miller 1915-
Time Bends (1987)

You have seen how a man was made a slave; you shall see how a slave was made a man.
Frederick Douglass 1818-95;
Narrative of the ‘Life of Frederick Douglass(1845)’

Because a man has a black face and a different religion form our own, there is no reason why he should be treated as a brute.
Edward VII 1841-1910:
Letter to Lord Granville, 30 November 1875

And if the white man thought that Asians were a low, filthy nation, Asians could still smile with relief - at least, they were not Africans. And if the white man thought that Africans were a low, filthy nation, Africans in Southern Africa could still smile - at least, they were not bushmen. They all have their monsters.
Bessie Head 1937-86:
Maree (1971)
I want to be white man’s brother, not his brother-in-law.
Martin Luther King 1929-68:
In New York Journal – American 10 September 1962

Segregation now, segregation tomorrow and segregation forever!
George Wallace 1919-:
Inaugural speech as Governor of Alabama, 14 January 1963

Make all men equal today, and God has so created them that they shall all be unequal tomorrow.
Anthony Trollope 1815-82. Autobiography (1883)

Hat not a Jew eyes? Hath not a Jew hands, organs, dimensions, senses, affections, passions? Fed with same food, hurt with the same weapons, subject to the same diseases, healed by the same means, warned and cooled by the same winter and summer, as a Christian is? If you prick us, do we not bleed? If you tickle us, do we not laugh? If you poison us, do we not die? And if you wrong us, shall we not revenge?
W. Shakespeare 1564-1616:
The Merchant of Venice (1596-8)

There is no method by which men can be both free and equal
Walter Bagehot 1826-77:
In The Economist 5th September 1863

When everyone is somebodee, Then no one’s anybodee.
W.S. Gilbert 1836-1911:
The Gondoliers(1889)

From the quotations and the period and people quoted, one can make out that inequality was there ever since nobody knew. But it is something we enjoy. Face it people. We enjoy the inequality and we might just talk about equality here and there, but when it really comes for reality, we fucking don’t want to be treated equally. Humans are complicated and this complicity has led us into chaos today. We don’t want to be equal. We are doing fine by being unequal to each other, reminding one another their status. We don’t want to wait in queue like everybody does. We just don’t want to be treated equally if we are enjoying the benefits or having upper hand. But if some one cuts the line and doesn’t have to wait like you do, you want the equality. And you will bark for it.

Over the past years, I have been thinking over what I learnt? Because when I was taught by my parents, I was taught to be kind, generous, to be impartial, helpful etc. And in school too, I was taught kindness, generosity, etc., pretty much what I learnt in my home, but in an organised manner. I am grateful to my teachers for that. But today, when I am facing the real world, it’s different. The more I learn about the world, the more I feel sick of it. Corruption, racism, inequality, poverty, terrorism, manipulations, conspiracies, politics, partiality, theft, rape, and the list goes on. But the world isn’t a bad place either. Good people are there too. Good enough that even though they are not promoted, they remain so good, in fact go ‘better’, that they don’t have problems. Maybe they exactly know the meaning of life or have given up on life. One of the things I will always be curious about.

Majority of the world: willing not to have equality in any form just makes the world bizarre. Imagine if we all lived in peace. Nobody cared whether one was brown, black, yellow or white. Nobody cared about money. Nobody cared about promotions. Nobody cared about one’s status. Nobody cared that there were international boundaries that differentiated us. Nobody cared about themselves, rather they cared for one another. That everyone worked together and fed themselves together. No industries, no boycott in inter race or caste or religion marriages. Maybe, we might have lived in a better world.

But, looking at our condition today, where some carbide company wants to earn more and doesn’t want to pay for the victims due to leakage in its factory, where oil gushes on the surface of the sea water, where the banks make more money by sucking up the bloods of normal people and literally enslaving them, where there is biasing based on wealth, race and status, where poor die on streets due to starvation and rich people buy some nutritious cookies for their dogs and that too from fancy super market, where poor parents can’t educate their kids and rich parents send their kids any where they want knowing or not knowing the fact that their kids would do nothing fruitful but create cigarettes’ ashes, smoke joints and learn nothing, where honest men hardly go further and greedy make their way up, where simple man gets crushed by cruel, where actually being honest is being dumb and being cunning greedy cheap means smart: you can’t just ignore the fact by just saying, THIS IS THE REAL WORLD! I do believe if there is a day so called, DOOMSDAY, we deserve it. Maybe that way, we achieve equality, and wash our sins of our forefathers. But I too, being a normal human being, don’t want the equality. DOOMSDAY was Mayans’ believe, so I wish they have it and not my countrymen. Hah! God sees the truth but waits, and he waits and he waits until he sees another truth and waits over that one too eventually forgetting what he was waiting for.